i've had a decent amount of self-confidence lately.
that's a big deal for me.
usually i'm so beauty concious that i pick on myself way too much.
and while i still need to get in shape i learned to accept myself for how i am. i don't worry so much about the future anymore,
i know that if you want something badly enough you will get it.
i look ahead to the future and know that my best years are definately ahead of me. i'm learning that sometimes you have to put your own happiness before others. i'm the happiest i've ever been. there are still a few kinks to work out but so far this has been the best year to date. mostly because i've grown and changed a lot. i took myself out of my comfort zone and forced myself to meet new people. alex leaving was necessary. if that hadn't happened i wouldn't have become closer to such amazing people. i'm learning to just be myself. and have that be good enough.