things are definitely not the same

as they used to be. even just a week or two ago.
this hurts more than it should. what happened? what changed?
do you not like me anymore? i haven't seen you since monday
and you don't even hug me or anything. granted we were with other
people but still. it hurts a lot. because it feels like you don't
care. when you used to care. a lot. what changed? what happened?
i feel so hurt. and just. disposable. unimportant. ouch.
why do you think i keep tweeting that? take a hint.
goddamn. you just texted me asking what the hurt a bit
tweet is about. don't do that. because i can't bring myself
to tell you. there's no way i'm gonna sound like some pathetic
loser pawning for your attention.

edit: i'm so glad i told you. i know you're not used to a relationship like this. not that you told me that, but i know. it's just how you are. i hope i didn't make you feel too bad. i'm curious to what you're going to say to the "now me" text. i hope you don't just say ohhh nothings wrong with you. because there's always something. "nothing comes to mind" hmmm. okay. sorry i made you feel like a bad girlfriend :\ wait. how did i end up feeling guilty for something you did. LOL