dear love,

here's hoping that these words will make you smile.
because when you smile, you light up my whole night like millions of tiny fire flies that come out to play in the summertime. this is an attempt at explaining with carefully chosen words how much i love you. do you remember the first time you went on a roller coaster? that feeling that you get, like tiny monarch butterflies are tickling your tummy? that's how I feel when I look into your eyes. the truth is, i never ever thought someone like you would come into my life. i thought i was doomed to a life swaying from one relationship to the next, never really knowing what true love feels like. you opened up my eyes to what true love is, and i will never be the same again. ours is the kind of love that puts a smile on my face when i'm about to cry. the kind of love that makes you whistle a jolly tune that you don't know the name of. a love that could stand through the most horrendous natural disaster and not display so much as a crack. it kills me to think that youre hurting right now. that your little cheeks are pale, and not rosy. that your little head that i adore so much is causing you pain. ive been so worried about you. i love you more than i ever thought possible becky. so, here's hoping that i made you smile, even if it's just a little. i love you :)